Tears Shall Keep Falling From The Eyes
In which He Used To Gaze....

The one who broke you,
is the only one who can fix you

Just live and breathe
And try not to die again.

I cry for the time
that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain,
the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times
I thought I had you

When something's over,
it's over.
it can never start again.
When it's broken
you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way
you want it to be.
When you that someone's
hurting you so much, just stop.

mising her!!!

i missing you alot jac!!!xoxo

i just felt like talkin bout someone who i reli envy alot in my life so i decided to upload her amazing perfomance which imperse me alot....she's a wonderful artist who has different choice of interest ....she loves to create new ways of developing bharatanatyam [ a classical dance which originated from Tamilnadu state in South India and is also the National Dance of India. This dance form is a 20th century reconstruction of Cathir, the art of temple dancers. Cathir in turn, is derived from ancient dance forms. Bharatanatyam is usually accompanied by the classical Carnatic music.She is one of her type.....many other bharanatyam dancers dun reli like her cause they say she is projecting a wrong tradition 2 others because her dressing for her dances doesnt really follow the originalality of bharatanatyam dressing code....bt well from my point of view i feel wat she's doing is right...she only change d dresing code when necesarry following the current life trend....so many ppl will still have interest to know wat is 'bharatanatyam' all about.....i feel she's the one who keeps the bharatanatyam world still alive and recognised by many foreigners......

BUFDAY SURPRISES!!!

i ws back in my hometown....then harrish, arun, lingesh and kaness planned 2 go out so kaness came n picked me around 9 p.m. frm my house then we when she sha in greeantown bussiness centre in one of the mamak stall.....den we ate....den around 11.40 i told kaness i wanted 2 go back before 12 a.m cause sharp 12 a.m i wanna be with my mom n sister ...so after that kaness left lingesh in his house n rushed me back home cause it ws around 11.50 redi....bt we made it in time sharp 12 a.m i ws with my mom n sister .On the way back inself many ppl started 2 call n wish n the first person who call n wished me ws LINGESH den shalu aka ,thinesh anne,sasi,mila n many more[thanks 4 all ur wishes guys]..n the moment i enter d house my sister ran towards me n hugged me and wished me happy bufday ...bt my mom dint wish me ...she pretended to be sleeping cause we had some arguments in d afternoon ..she ws still mad at me....i went to her n told "ama it's my bufday plz wish me" bt she ws so pist with me tat she onli sayed hmmm n slept off.... i ws so upset ....den i ws very sad ...n ws cryin on my dining table to my sister ...n to my SURPRISE harrish brought in teh house a cake ....i ws so shocked cause we just met in the stall so i dint expect them 2 cum over 2 my house n cut d cake.....it ws so awesome!!! THANKS ALOT HARRISH N ARUN!!!den they sang me a bufday song n i cuted my cake...:)n fed all of them....then the day ws over ..i went n slept ......n woke up early in d morning around 8 something 2 go to the temple,so me, my sister and arun went 2 the temple ....i prayed n did some prayers on my name....den my sister wanted 2 give me a treat after praying in temple so we all went to town .....first we plan 2 go Kopitiam[Old Town White Coffee]....den when we are nearing kopitiam i changed my mind so i told her lets go pizza so we headed 2 d nearest Pizza Hut....n den i felt eating Pizza Hut without my mom ws a bit too selfish cause she havent ate her breakfast yet n i havent talked yet ...so i told them 2 change d venue again n we went to Mixed Cuisine...haha so many turnings ...lolxzz bt it ws fun....den we ate dere n we went back home...by the timei reach home my mom cooked lunched redi....so me n my sister just chill out in the house n ws talking 2 my cousin sister who ws on leave after her on call, DR.PRAVEENA....tats hw we burned the afternoon...den around 5 something harrish mom called n told tat she wanted 2 give me a treat also to my mom ...n she spoke 2 my mom n solve d problem betwen me n mom cause she knew i ws very upset.....thansk 2 her after that ama spoke 2 me as usual back ...i felt as if WOOW tis is wt i call my day!!! so relieved!!! so harrish,arun, aunty,my mom, my sister, and me all planned 2 go 4 dinner den 4 a movie around 7 something...so we gurls got dressed up n den we left to jusco to have our dinner dere n watch the movie AYYAN since we r going as a family ....we ate in Pizza Hut n headed straight to the theatre....we gt the tickets n went 4 it ....it ws a nice movie....n den went it ws all over we came back home around 1 somethin in d morning....i really had fun wit all of them....[especially towards d end when my misunderstanding wit mom ws solve]

~april fool day~

hmmm april fool day....well tis year i ws first fooled by siva anne...haihxzz so sad...bt den after tat i ws aware redi so no one fooled me after tat.hehe :p well i manage 2 fool few ppl ..lolxz the first person i fooled ws rajan..tried fooling harrish bt he dint believe so fail 2 fool him...fooled my sister...haih tis ws the terrible part of april fool ...i called my sister n told her tat i fell down n i ws bleeding n i ask her 2 contact my friend so she cn help me...bt den she wen n told my mom bout tis n she ws so worried so i ws kinda upset cause my mom ws frightened n ws having difficullty 2 breathe ....:(den later when i call her back 2 tell her APRIL FOOL she told me bout my mom so i ws very upset ...i dint expect all tis 2 happen bt it happened ...it suppose 2 be a fooling day bt 4 me it turned out the other way round...neway then i manage 2 persue my mom n she told me nt 2 tell tis kind of jokes because she's really very worried of me since im far frm home...so the moral value of tis story is becarefull wt u say..a joke cn turn out to be a mysery 1 also...

~JB trip~!!!!

hmmm harrish, arun, me, shalu,n thinesh anne....it ws all an overnite plan 2 hv a trip to jb....well as usual the planner ws harrish n shalu ...at the beginning we plan 2 put up a nite in sunway n hang out and den go to jb bt den thinesh anne persuaded us 2 come 2 jb 1 since it will be a saturday nite n we all cn hang out in Danga Bay....a lovely place in Pontian...reli enjoyed the trip like hell....cn never 4get it...we went to so many places like sea side....ghost hunting in the middle of nite at Kubur Dagang at Parit Bengkok
she sha....snooker..barbeque..basically we turned into a bat...sleeped at daytime n was awake at night...it ws nice 2 noe thinesh anne mom...she ws so sweet ...reli enjoyed talkin 2 her...n his dad too ..he ws a very quiet person...:p so dint reli have a talk wit him...but overall we all enjoyed like nobodies business hehe n the best thing is me n shalu hv mid term the following week....haha pray hard 4 us vieewers..lolxzz..tats all 4 nw....tc enjoy ur life

Jai HO!!!!

just wanted 2 share tis videoclip to all my blog viewers....

mid sem break!!!!hurray

haha..mid sem break had just started officially 4 me..lolxzz ....me n shalu ws too bored in room n guess wt we did we took picszz like no bodies business...wt r we always best in hehe:P..watched movie..n i slept off as usual...hehehe den anne woke me up as usual aso ..and den me n shalu decided 2 dance 4 bhangra songs....n ended up staying awake the whole nite..hehe

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Harrish bufday ws awesome!!!!

i really enjoyed your bufday....n after so long had nice time dancing..lolxzz .....

tHa!pUs@m !!!!

hmmm thaipusam ws fun bt i dint reli enjoy it like last year i guess maybe because i have injured my knee and i couldnt walk much haihxzz sobxz sobxz:(...bt glad tat i could meet my friends back n chilled out with them ...harrish anne's kavadi ws nice ..overall thaipusam ws nt tat happening as i thought it will be tis year....neway happy tat no problems occured during thaipusam.

Confession of my broken heart....:P

The Moment I Saw You...
My Heart Beated Faster Then Usually It Does...
That Very Moment I Knew....
There Was Something Between Us...
Your Unpredictable Character Attracted my Heart To Yours...
Why Is There A Distance
When I Told You The Truth That I Love You
Why Is There Such A Big Gap....
At Times You Give Me Signs That You Are Interested When I Ignore You...
But At Times You Also Make Me Feel You Don't...
Why Do You Have To Confuse Me So Much ...
But No Matter WHat I Will Wait For You...
All my Life I Have Waited To Know A GUy Like YOU...
Now Waiting For The Most Memorable And Happiest Moment
To Spark Between Us.....Can be Painfull At times...
But I Will Bare the Pain For You....